2010

I’m welcoming 2010 with open arms. 2009 has not been good to me. It was full of frustrations, disappointments, heartaches, betrayals, broken promises and sickness. On top of it all, I was held up at gunpoint on the last few days of December while I was waiting for the shuttle to pick me up. The holdappers got my cellphone (my mom’s early Christmas gift to me), wallet, money, and a pouch full of branded and rarely used makeup. *Sigh* They even got my favorite perfume and cologne. I’m just thankful that they never hurt me and they did not get my watch and jewelry in their haste to leave the crime scene.

With all the bad things that happened to me in 2009, I’m pretty much optimistic that 2010 will be a better year for me. I don’t think I could go lower than that and my experiences in the past year has made me better, stronger and more equipped to face future challenges.

I’m starting the year right. I am letting go of my anger. I have forgiven those who have hurt me, I have learned to let go of the past and I have asked for forgiveness to those people I have hurt unintentionally. I have also thank my friends and loved ones for being there for me and for accepting that I can never be what they expect me to be.

It’s think…think…think positive for me for 2010.

On a side note, I’m taking advantage of the fact that the kids are still asleep from staying up so late to enjoy the New Year’s celebration. I have the house to myslef but there’s too much cleaning up to do. Hahay….I so hate housework. I don’t mind cooking but I really hate the cleaning up that comes afterwards.

Til then…I’ve got dishes waiting for me to wash……